An Auspicious Start

An impulse I have when thinking about time is to characterize it as moving quickly. “I can’t believe it’s already mid-February!”, I may have written at this point last year, followed by some apologies and promises to be a better blogger. But the truth is that, at present, time is progressing at an even pace, perhaps a slower pace than I’m used to, and I like it a lot. I chalk this up to one big variable: shortly after the start of the new year, my beloved MacBook Pro, the one I wrote my doctoral dissertation on, the one I relied on to extend the thoughts in my brain in a manner fit for general consumption, went kaput. I’m sure it’s not dead dead, but it requires at least some minor surgery in order to be useful again. There was a period in my life when not having a personal computer in good working order would have sent me into a tailspin of panic, and I would have assumed an ungodly amount of debt in order to make sure that I had a computer in good working order. Thankfully, those days are behind me. I’ve come to cherish time away from the computer, relishing the ways in which non-computer mediated time seems to stretch luxuriously before me, a stark contrast to the ways in which being glued to a screen has left me feeling bereft because I haven’t had enough time to do everything I wanted to do.

Of course, this preamble is meant to explain 1) that, though I’ve been silent these last few weeks, I’ve been plenty productive, and 2) why I haven’t shown you this sweater yet.

Okay. The thing is, my version of this sweater is most definitely a failure and has a home at the top of the frog pile. I love the way it looks, and it was easy and pleasureful to make, but the fit is just terrible. It’s too long, there’s a major swayback problem, and the seams look bulky and lumpy when I wear it. Even so, it took the better part of January to make, and I wanted to make sure I gave it due consideration.

Surely you’ll remember from the past that sweater failures tend to bring me down, big time. But in this case, I find myself thinking of this sweater as more of a learning opportunity than an outright defeat. Because, unlike in past cases where the failure has been a result of my own error, my efforts on this sweater foundered because I followed the pattern to the letter, and the person whose body this sweater was designed for definitely isn’t mine. I have to admit that this came as a surprise to me: the construction of this sweater came together so easily exactly as written that, at first, I was convinced that it must have been my error. But the truth is that, when knitting, I rarely think about how to shape a garment to account for the various bumps and curves of my body. The biggest modifications I tend to make are related to lowering necklines, which is just about the easiest modification one can make on a sweater. And when things do fit perfectly, it’s usually due to a combination of forgiving, springy wool and my best friend, negative ease (meaning that the garment is on the tighter side, rather than being of a more relaxed fit). I’m definitely okay with continuing to knit most garments with some flattering negative ease, but I’ve also begun to accept that, in order for me to really improve my knitting skills, it’s high time I learned to how to shape a garment to fit the contours of my body.

This realization comes in large part due to my new found love of sewing with woven fabrics, which require a good deal of measuring and shaping in order to fit the body properly. My sewing machine and I have become great friends in the past few months, and I have spent much of my computer-free time perfecting my new favorite skirt style and learning the basics of making full bust adjustments on simple blouses. Once I finally learn how to make a proper button hole, I’ll expand my fitting knowledge even more and move on to some not-so-basic sewing projects. In other words, I have a few more things to show you, and I’m excited to share with you what I’ve learned about sewing and to show you how I’ve improved.

In the meantime, what are your favorite resources for fitting knits?

Post Script: My sister, Zoe, is engaged in a legal battle for access to her daughter, my beautiful niece, Khloe. The case is complex, but if she wins, it will have profoundly positive implications for all LGBTQ couples in Canada who have children. Please consider reading the link below and offering some help to Zoe. Every little bit–including words of support–makes a huge difference.